July 2005

Tics and tacs, life continues… and here I am taking my place in this small quiet (too dam quiet) computer shop. Has my first computer job experience so far it’s proved to be as expected, pretty boring but easy going so no real complaints.

I’ve even taken the time to learn some Japanese, right now I’m learning the Hiragana so you can see I’m just taking the first steeps, but I’m in no worries to learn it fast, besides anime I wouldn’t use it that much 🙂

Now let’s keep hearing that clock tic…

A very old draft that shouldn’t have been a draft…

Well once again I’m away from home writing on a piece of paper. This time it was one of my cousin’ wedding. As usual I stayed away from the church as I could. The fact is that I hate weddings, but still I went to the lunch the day after (forced so that people wouldn’t be insulted) and that’s were I’m now, the bride and groom just arrived and everybody is asking how the first night together went included the popular question of: “did you take in the ass?” (Is it really popular, ’cause I’d really like to know?) .

I think that’s all I have to say for now, besides that I’m a lefty (apparently everybody keeps forgetting I’m one and do the extremely intelligent question of “are you a lefty?” when they see me writing with my left hand) writing in English on a small piece of paper, something that draws a lot of attention around here and I don’t like it at all, no sir I really don’t…

It’s Sunday morning and I feel like writing, don’t know why but maybe it was the cake I ate (it’s incredible how better I felt after eating it, but the fact is it was the first thing I’ve eaten in more then 24h might explain it).

Currently I’m in my aunts house not exactly by choice but more because I’m the only one with a license who actually drives the car. It wouldn’t be that bad if it wasn’t the fact that I’m picky as hell when it comes to food which is why I starved a bit).

I don’t have much more to write about since it’s bloody boring over here, I guess I’ll get back to watching those creepy clowns (is there any another kind?) on TV.

I was doing some clean up on the old posts, and I started to think about what I’ve done this pass few years.

Some things are clear, like the fact that I want to work in computers. Doing what specifically is an entire different matter, programing seemed to be the answer but I’m not so sure these days, one thing that a good developer absolutely requires besides decent programing skills is being able to finish whatever is working on, and so far I haven’t proven to be able to do just that.

Actually so far I haven’t finished anything, all that I started has been left in a state of “unfinishedness” and that just can’t be.

If ever hope to be a developer I must take this time and prove myself that I can finish a project or else I better move along to something else because software won’t be one of them.